I finally made a tumblr
Yea. Ron’s been telling me to make one. So, here it is. I guess, I’ll just go talk about my day?
It started with a phone call to Ron and Lills. Then I called my dad who was at the mechanic’s, and I went to Superstar and bought them some food. The Acura is looking pretty good, actually. I kinda wanna drive it around sometime.
Then I went to Westlake with my mom, and then I took her to work.
Then I went to school for C.V.E. I don’t even take C.V.E., but I was there. We ended up going to Pacifica beach after. That was chill. I got some pictures I need to upload soon, though. Baby had to leave, so Tedzu and he went home. Meanwhile, Lillzo and Ronzo and I tried to go to this sickass coffee store with some hella good hot chocolate, but it was too dark, and I couldn’t find it. So, we just ended up going back home empty-handed.
Ha, then that’s when this little dramatics started. I don’t know, I don’t really have anything to say. I mean I guess I can say I’m upset that some people need to grow up, though. It’s some immature-ass SHIT to be putting shit on blast, get surprised when a fuckin’ rebuttal is put on blast, and expect no one will notice that. Haha. Fuckin’ ass monkey shit!
Let me get this point across, first. I ain’t never have anything against a person (unless it’s a goodass friend who should know better). It’s actions and words that get me heated, though. Nah, not only that. Lack of common sense is what gets to me.
Wait. In passing, let me just say that Tumblr is so much easier than blogspot.
So. I should be sleeping, but I slept early, and now I can’t go back to sleep. I’m hella mad, though, because I missed the first episode of ABDC. I’m hella mad. And I missed Lydia Paek! It’s all good, though. Knowing MTV, I’ll be able to catch up soon.
Overall, however, this was a good day. I got to drive a lot, for one thing. And, SQUAD got a date =), so it’s all good.
I’ll be honest right now, I really hope Squad’s gonna last. I’m sick of having a group of friends up and leave from my life. I mean, yes, perhaps it is I who is upping and leaving, but that just means I am not willing to conform the unrubbed rest of me to what the rest is doing. It’s not that I am changing to conform to another group’s will. It’s just I’m not being who I really want to be. I mean, isn’t that what change is about?
Like. I think Squad has substance. I got people to whom I can tell everything; I got people I can say I want to have their back because I know they’ll have mine; I got people who’s willing to do what I’ve been wanting to do; and I got people who just wants to experiment life for a bit. And, I feel like they are always there, though, ‘cus they have nothing else to do like me. Haha. And, we going to the same college, so that’s pretty dope. Wow. Good shit.
Hm. For the first time in a while (maybe even ever), I just feel hella balanced. I got a taste of drama, fun here, a little party there. Like. Wow, I just feel so good. I mean, I’m writing this at like 3:30 in the morning, so everything feels good right now, I guess. But it’s a different mood. I’m at ease.
The problem with me is that I always need constant reassurance that the people I hold close to me will stay close to me. I will falter when I feel someone else is faltering.
Wow. Stupor just hit me. This ends my first post. Now, I’m about to go leave some videos on Facebook.